Friday, September 3, 2010

Flood Gates are Open!


Thanks to Giorgio and Genesis for this super fun award!

This rule comes with the rule that I have to tell about one time or thing in my life that I would go back and change if I could!

While running yesterday, I thought about this question....
and I realized this was going to be a Rambling Post!
It opened the Flood Gates...so here we go!

What would I change?

Maybe...

I wish I would have accepted the full ride scholarship to University of Utah and finish my degree. I signed on....but backed out, due to extreme eating disorders.

But...
If I had changed that part of my life I may not have met the man of my dreams...and I may not have experienced the last 14 years of Happy Marriage!

Maybe....
I would go back and change the way I stressed about not being able to have kids. We tried for 4-5 years to have a baby...NOTHING! I was so worried! I should have just fully embraced the time without kids....but I had NO idea....that I would soon be a rabbit!

But....
If I changed the way I looked at it...maybe my heart would not have been open to have as many kids as the Lord would allow me. Maybe I wouldn't have my 5 blessings!

Maybe....
I would change some of the business decisions that put a strain on our family and ultimately caused me to have to go back to work for 6 years and work 40-70 hours a week. And miss out on so much of my childrens young lives.

But....

Maybe I wouldn't grasp the amazing opportunity I have right now to be home with them. Maybe I wouldn't look at each moment as though it was made of gold. Maybe I wouldn't cherish each morning, mid day, and evening.

I came to the conclusion...
THAT I AM SO THANKFUL FOR EVERY MOMENT IN MY LIFE.

I am not sure I would change much....I would fear the effect that change would have on my life today!

WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!!!

15 comments:

  1. i had a hard time trying to answer that question too because inspite of all the hardships ive been through, so much has come out of it that I dont think I would be the person I am today.

    lol @ your rabbit reference :) im so itching to be a mom...maybe its because i just want a baby to cuddle with and then after that ill be SOOOOO over it...lol.

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  2. You are so incredibly awesome. Love you!

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  3. Certainly the most difficult times in our lives often are what form us and help us find the way to future happiness. Our experiences make us who we are today - and from what I can "see" you are a pretty neat person and an amazing mother! Thanks for sharing . . . sometimes we don't see what it took for others to become who they are today. Usually it is a lot of trials and hard work! :)

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  4. love, love, love your post. beautifully put. thanks for sharing!

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  5. Great post, and great outlook. This one made me smile at the end of a rough week. Have a great holiday weekend.

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  6. This was great Sherri! It sounds like you have a wonderful family and so many things that you have been blessed with:)

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  7. Love this post! I had a hard time with the question too, because like I mentioned on my blog, I think all of the decisions we make ultimately lead us to the lives we have now.

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  8. Love it. You turned each situation into the best thing for you and your family. Way to go.

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  9. It takes a wise and sensitive person to realize that each stumble is an opportunity for growth. It seems you have mastered that lesson very well.
    Great post!

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  10. Wealso tried for 5 years and nothing...very thankful and grateful for family and friends!!
    -Derek

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  11. This post almost made me cry. Seriously!! I can go and look back on things that I have regretted, yes, but would I still be the same person I am today? I'm not sure! I love you and your beautiful family and I'm glad you're here!! :)

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  12. Wonderful post! I agree that while there may be some things I wish would have been different, those made me who I am today.

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  13. Loved this! Reminds me so much of Romans 8:28. God is so good!

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